Major Depression, Don't Want to Play Anymore

     Major depression day, I've got the blues,  big time. I have days that I can't believe my life is where it is, just can't shake it. All sorts of things run through my mind. How much longer can I keep this up? What happens when I can no longer transfer? It's coming,  don't know what I can do to stem the tide? Don't  know how much longer I want to  fight it? When is it time to embrace the beast, just let it go? It's a good thing I don't have a machine that could be  unplugged, not today.